Monday, September 6, 2010

W

someone... please

please teach me how to hold my tears listening to W
Teach me how to suppress these emotions welling up
Teach me how to shatter those waves of negative thoughts, prevent them from drowning me in despair...

please teach me to listen to their new songs, without unconsciously searching for the voices of the missing members
Teach me how to look at Jae without wondering where his "glow" had faded to
Teach me how to numb the pain in my heart staring at his blank face.

someone please.

I want to love them easy, love them pure, love them reckless
...
but today, I still cry - too easily... "keep in mind that I love you"
I am clueless, and I am tired.
and these heartaches only make me realize - how much I truly love DBSK



W: on play back - cut me open, cut me raw

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