Toki wo Tomete

Please stop the time...

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If I could make the time stand still, could I? should I? would I?

Till this moment I still wonder why

You, insisting on our goodbye

Please stop the time 

If I had magic in my hand

Would I create a miracle? Give us another chance?

Would it stop you from leaving?

Would it return us to the very beginning

Would a while longer make any sense?

Even eternity? when you decided to let go of my hands?

It's OK. I won't try to stop the time

So there -  I won't ask you to stay.

If it's your decision to walk away

Please, let the time flow

for I, I will grow

No matter how devastated I would feel

One day, time will make my heart heal

No matter how far I have to go

One day, sky above the mountain I conquer will no longer snow 

There, on top, I will scream out your name

the one I loved, my source of pain

You chose to leave, me - to grow up
For we both know, enough is enough

It's over

No embrace lasts forever

Don't stop the time

5mar

... what belongs to the heart, stays within the protection of the heart...

for all that I knew, I cried quiet tears... for something words failed to define, my very limited vocab failed miserably to capture... and for another, more important reason: happiness. My childhood friend, 1989 born got married with her fiance (they had already been engaged for more than a year) on the 5th of March. I watched her walking down the aisle in beautiful wedding dress... on the 5th of March.

on the 5th a March, I learn one thing true, that day - once filled with the laughter of my happiness, once soaked with the radiant of my glow - will eternally remain in the memory of my youth and never will it be, officially ours. How can you defend a guy who is never there? How can you silence the howling longing of the past?

Thousands of "how" ... but then... like a river, time flows... Like a river, ignorant, not knowing "when" and "how" it actually, already enters the sea.

I move on

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I got my result
^^ I have never been a kid who received great grades, but I have always been a kid who is satisfied with what she's got. So, just say, I am happy for my A