Saturday, March 17, 2012

{theLaundrylist} 04 One of those days you wonder...

It's one of those days when you had so much to do, you worked so hard until you broke down and cried your eyes out but then quietly cleaned up your mess, picked yourself up and then... 13 assignments + 2 presentations have been completed...

And even though you still have 7 more papers to write, you could not help but pause for a moment. Let the Maroon5 Pandora music station flows and you wondered...

How much more can I stretch myself?
How much further would I go to achieve my dreams?
How much longer is this road I am walking?

And you just stopped, hurried and noted down your thoughts for the moment... Because this moment of youth is passing you by. 

Yes, I don't get any younger sitting around here, listening to music. But I don't get any wiser if I don't have this moment for myself and reflect. I think I am going to be O.K. after all these self-doubts.

Nah, forget that, I am not just going to be O.K. I am going to be successful and blissful and happy. Because after all I have been through, I owe it to myself to at least believe it in my heart. 

One of those days you wonder when he will come. And though you have long thrown out the idea of building your life around the happiness that he may bring. You thought to yourself: it would be nice to have someone dear. Yet right now, there is still ED474 homework with the Honor degree assignment and your supervisor evaluations in the Elementary school to be turned in...


And those millions of things you have to finish today make your life complete. For now, let's pause and listen to Sunday Morning, sipping Allann Bros' Milky Way :) 

It's a good life