I have always wanted to bring you alive, through... a picture, an art piece. I tried to draw u.
Out of my dreams, my imagination, my heart and soul, my memories... my insanity and madness...
Out of all that are unreal and impossible, out of all those struggle and tears and fear and anger and sadness...
Out of love and despair
I tried to create a you that belong to me, and only me...
A you that only I know, out of memories that only I possessed
and I failed, so many times... cuz whatever I do, I know, I can't bring you alive, out of the paper, cannot warm those ice cold hands, cannot gaze upon those beautiful eyes, which have already shut eternally...
One night, I woke up and felt the unbearable urge to do something for us, not for u or me, but for us...
and maybe... sometime... there is only one thing left to say
I love you
love you till the end
