Saturday, August 1, 2009

in faith I trust

...I am still waiting for the latest news...
Yet somewhere in the bottom of my heart, there is a voice telling me:
...prepare for the worst...
it is not as if it is the 1st time, no matter how matter I pray, I know it is not going to be the last. . .

Again and again, I am beaten in my own game, yet I have not been able to master the art of accepting fate, still not get myself to be prepared for the worst yet. The worst always comes though... Like an unwanted old acquaintance, knocking on the door. "GO AWAY!" I screamed yet little do I know, fate has the master key to every corner of my heart... Deliberately, without fails, she turns things up side down

So today, I will not just let her in anymore.
WHAT NOW? I will greet with FAITH by my side. I trust in them and trust in their friendship, brotherhood as much as I respect them as artists.



6 years together can be thrown away in a blink? I wonder. They are the best ASIAN band I have known so far. I just came to appreciate their talent recently. This can't be the end.Within that short period of time, I became a true Cassiopeia. I will still be, though, no matter what. cuz by my side more than 800 000 Korean and 170 000 Japanese not to mention countless of international Cassiopeia are praying for their unity and future success in this battle against SM Town. For I believe if they fight, it is not among themselves but they fight for the better treatment of all SM artists, esp. the juniors: Super Juniors, SNSD, SHINEe... After all if there is anyone who can create HISTORY, they MUST be DBSK for they are the legend: Gods rising from the East, They are the one and only group that has that power to make things right.

I have faith in them

I pray you'll be alright

I pray you'll be alright

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So it is just a game of the gods- to give and to take
my life, my love, my passion
to give and to take
And TOOK they DID
again and again

I have had enough, but they are asking for more
what now? what else do I have left?Who else do I have left by my side?
... sometime I am scared of my own self, am I a bad luck?
I dare not love too much, I dare not devote myself too much
Names from the past flash back and forth, what have I done?
It was not easy for me to stay sane.

Those I held dearest to my heart, one by one was taken away.
I am exhausted...

what game is this?
must I name who and what they took from me?

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again and again, I am left breathless unable to figure out...
this time round...please don't take this away from me...


... I pray you'll be alright...

that you will be able to stand strong, together, as 5.

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