Wednesday, September 9, 2009

For Antis: Are you aware?

... Seriously, it is 2 a.m. here and I ams till awake, trying to get my revision done. Seriously I am exhausted with my life as a student, fighting A-level at the same time battling with unkind remarks and ridiculous speculation. AND I HAVE NO FREAKING ENERGY TO START A FIGHT even with people who are messing up my life...

But I have to pour out this thought... Antis, Are you aware?

Are you aware you could have killed a talented, amazingly sweet and responsible boy who grows up to be a real gentleman with kind heart, when you gave Yunho that poisonous drink?

Are you aware you could have killed not HIM but his parents, by hurting/ harming him like that? Whoever you are, you must be a daughter of someone, a sister of someone, a friend of someone... Have you ever put yourself in his family's shoes?

Are you aware, even if you loathe him to the core that there are people, people like me, people like Cassies whose lives became more bearable with the existence of HIM, his music as the motivation the melody of our lives?

Are you aware, even if you cannot stand his imperfections, that he is a HUMAN, who deserves every right to live, every opportunity to achieve his dream as a singer?

Hate him? Then stop stalking him. Hate him? Then stop listening to DBSK. If you hate someone so much, why are you so addicted in that particular person?

Back then when Yunho was in the accident, I did not know DBSK, or cared who the hell they were. My room mate was a Cassies. She cried all night and prayed for him to recover... I was so touched I said my very first prayer for an absolute stranger... I wonder if you, without knowing him would do the same... It is a LIFE, again, I repeat, it is a LIFE we are talking about... Are you aware what you could have done?


But then again, I am glad he was fine... I was shocked he did not sue you and he, silently perfects himself in many ways... composes songs, new dances, learns acting, modelling... So much talent yet so humble and sincere...

Are you aware about your action?


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I don't think you are, for those 5100 plus of you who sign the petition for Jaebeom of 2 P.M. to commit suicide... are you aware?

Are you aware that he is FREAKING young... that he has gone through so much? that he, as stupid and ridiculous, thoughtless, careless as ANY teenage boy at his age did NOT mean what he said. And even if he meant it, he was a mere stranger at the margin of your Korea. He had not tasted the love of Hottest, the real life of a Korean, being brought up all the way from America

Are you aware how tough it is to leave the protection of your parents, the comfort, the love to travel alone to another land... starting from the beginning?
Are you aware of the hardship, the frustration, not being able to communicate, the loneliness?

Are you aware? He was young and being young, he made mistake?
You are talking as if you have never been at that prime of youthful rebel, as if you have never spoken vulgarities, curses, what-so-ever, passing rude comments WITHOUT really mean it... As if you are so perfect and morally correct you cannot forgive a regretful person?

DO YOU UNDERSTAND what it means? COMMIT SUICIDE?

I am NOT sorry I am THIS emotional.
Netziens are thoughtless, many of you are. I find ANTIS the MOST ridiculous and despicable group of people alive. Again, this is only my honest opinion. I do not care if my blog will be bashed for this comment. I am not ashamed of what I say.

I really don't understand...

Are you aware? With that single signature of yours, a promising talent has been murdered?

Just because Jaebeom is a celebrity he is NOT allowed to make mistake? He is not allowed to be forgiven? He is not given a chance to amend his wrong?

I am very sorry for Hottest, the fans of 2PM. I signed the other petition, which supports the come back of Jaebeom. I believe many Hottest have signed petition to support DBSK. I signed it not because I am a fan of 2PM...

For crying out loud I have NEVER EVER listened to any of their songs till this moment. I am signing it as a human, a student, like him has gone through loneliness and hardship, frustration and difficulties just to be where I am now. . .
I am signing it because I have been stupid once, twice, many times... I have passed cruel remarks and was forgiven... I have grown up through all the mistakes I made.

Give him a break
Give all the celebrities a break for goodness sake

Are you aware?
Just like YOU, like ME, like US? --- I really don't want to associate myself with you
they are ALSO human, they are also young and stupid, they ALSO make mistakes


Are you ware?

Really, I am not out of my mind. I do not even dream this world will an utopia. I am not asking you to love them, love Yunho or Jeabeom, they have enough fans to spread the love.
All I ever ask: please be fair, to them. Acknowledge their hard-work and talent. Acknowledge their rights for privacy and right to be 19, 20 21... just like u.

is that too difficult? letting them be?