Thursday, May 28, 2009

Serendipity



Serendipity... till we meet one another

I may have to travel thousands miles... walk cross 107 streets... meet countless of strangers... I may have to cry another ocean of tears... before I finally meet you, my love, the final guy who will wipe away the final tear, have the final dance and say the final vow.

It takes courage to be single, not to be with someone for the sake of having someone... but being with someone because you truly love the person.

it is not as if I enjoy my solitude... I endure loneliness with dignity, holding on to this torch in my heart... till the day your image is no longer blur but clear in my eyes...

Forgive me, if somewhere on this earth, you are suffering... Forgive me, if some moment in time, you need me and I am not there for you. I am in pain if you are. I will make it up for you, by loving you the rest of my life.

Serendipity.

I live each day, thinking... maybe there we may meet, in a perfectly unexpected corner of the road...

Serendipity.

I breath each day, thinking ... maybe one day fate will be on my side, giving me the final and the utmost beautiful gift of my life... you.

Serendipity.

till we meet... till he can finally rest in peace, for you, will take my hand and watch over me.

Life is amazing, isn't it... For this perfect stranger that you walk pass today on the street may be the person you can't live without. I keep thinking how beautiful life is and smile.

I saw this painting one day while searching for a wallpaper of u-know Yunho (DBSK). This faceless guy standing in the middle of no where... looking as he has been waiting for someone for a good part of his life captures my attention immediately.

Serendipity.

Life can be just like that, full of surprise. It is a present, a beautiful gift that I receive each day, just for living and having faith in myself.

I am 20 and more than a week old. I love someone from the past, still loving him every breath I take though he was not the right one. I guess I would not know love if I did not go through so much,loved that much and lost that much. For after all, I learn to appreciate life for every moment can be our last heart beat...

cut open my aching wood...just to open up my heart, once again...


About my life
Recently, I keep watching over Vanessa, praying that she will soon be OK. What does it mean by being OK? Was I ever OK? I mean... After 2 years, now for the 1st time I finally allow myself to accept the idea of moving on in relationship. I want her to be loved. I want her to be treasured. However, I never want her to forget all the pain she is suffering now... for thx to them, she matures and grows up. God, you are the one she truly believes in.... Please guide her, show her your love and forgive her mistake...
When i think of me and religion... there is one thing which is pretty strange. I do attempt to talk to God, many times, praying in a sense... But never once I ask Him anything for myself. I am perfectly cursed and may go to hell for being a non-believer. May be this is the path of life I chose to take, and I will have to pay for it. I just want my beloved not to suffer.