Sunday, August 26, 2012

Care?

You don't care enough
to get to know
and
You don't know enough 
to claim worries over me
so
please. 

seriously, please. 

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I dislike it very much when people threaten me with privilege. "You'd better do this or else..." I have reached the age when everything I do, it's either out of joy, or duty - in short, I will proceed when I think it's the right thing to do, even when I wholeheartedly dislike the action.

I don't do well with threat. Since I treasure my pride so much more than any kind of privilege - I am willing to do without. I don't do well with people telling me to shut up - not because I am wordy, but because they are out of arguments yet refuse to admit their wrongs. 

But out of respect, I will keep quiet. That's not something I "would like to do" but something I feel right. 

Nevertheless, this is not how you get me to do things that you want. Without proper reasons, without valid convince, I am no longer that child who crumbles underneath fear. 

Haven't you seen the young woman I have grown to be? Haven't you care enough to pay attention? 
Well, I don't think so. And I apologize, but the loss isn't on me.