Saturday, March 6, 2010

5mar

... what belongs to the heart, stays within the protection of the heart...

for all that I knew, I cried quiet tears... for something words failed to define, my very limited vocab failed miserably to capture... and for another, more important reason: happiness. My childhood friend, 1989 born got married with her fiance (they had already been engaged for more than a year) on the 5th of March. I watched her walking down the aisle in beautiful wedding dress... on the 5th of March.

on the 5th a March, I learn one thing true, that day - once filled with the laughter of my happiness, once soaked with the radiant of my glow - will eternally remain in the memory of my youth and never will it be, officially ours. How can you defend a guy who is never there? How can you silence the howling longing of the past?

Thousands of "how" ... but then... like a river, time flows... Like a river, ignorant, not knowing "when" and "how" it actually, already enters the sea.

I move on
*****

I got my result
^^ I have never been a kid who received great grades, but I have always been a kid who is satisfied with what she's got. So, just say, I am happy for my A

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