2 years and 3 months they are mute.
2 years and 3 months Yunho was under depression, drank and wandered around subway line
2 years and 3 months Changmin grew thinner, and harsher.
2 years and 3 months
you ask, you complain, you wait for them to give their stance on the situation
so now they did - and your reactions are the perfect reasons why they have muffled their frustration these 2 years and 3 months.
Don't lie, at least, don't be pathetic and lie to yourself.
You do not want their answer, their point of view
You only want to hear what you want to hear: those sweet words: "forever five" "brothers for life"
Right now, you are not supporting the trio for who they are. You claim yourself a JYJ bias only because of your selfish nature, because they are telling you things you want to hear. But the moment of epiphany, if Junsu decided to focus his 200% on the musical path, or Jae decided to follow his Rock star dreams and Yuchun no longer see the need of getting back together as 5.
I guess, you will turn away from them once again and call them names.
The Homin boycott - I could not believe in my eyes. You did not have a problem with "The new beginning" - which means the end of the past (full package, do not even start interpreting the truth the way you want it) but now they see the need to bash "Keep your head down" You did not see the soulless Yunho on red carpet, walking like a robot with perfect fake smile - because you are too busy wiping your blood streaming out of your nose admiring Jae's half naked bubble bath shoot. Let's not compare who suffer more here. I don't believe in this department, any one of them outshines the other. In their own way, they all are in despair
But seeing them existing with their burden hearts is not enough, you have to go all the way and inflict more pain. Bashing Junsu, you think Yunho is happy, right? Who are you protecting? None of them, you hurt us all with your thorn words
I am not any one's bias at this moment in time. This fandom is getting too ridiculous nowadays that I do not care anymore. Too many self-claimed Cassies. What do you know? Because I am a Cassie, I must applause Kanye's composition which, in my opinion, makes JYJ sound like famine cats despite their very strong vocal? Because I am a Cassie, I must become a blind supporter? Tell you what, I think Heading to the ground sucks even though I was a hard core Yunho's fan. Tell you what, Sungkyunkwan Scandal was AMAZING even though Micky has never ever been my bias. Tell you what, at this point in time, I still have this faith in them - that they misunderstood one another, that they only need to come face to face, that the moment Jae pulls Min into his embrace, Min will beat the craps out of Jae while crying his eyes out. And even if they don't, even if they find this new path more apt to their future, then be it trio or duo or all 5 solo, I wholeheartedly support their choices.
Don't bash one another! Get a life! Go out there and be amazing in whatever you do!
That much, is what you owe them, for all those years they make you proud, they inspire you.
And let them be human, let them get angry and frustrated and mad and ... let them be real, for once
because I am so so sick of all their diplomatic answer already.
You are the reasons why they would rather be mute than to express themselves
you - who think too highly of yourself, don't have the minimal trust in any of them
I, despise, you.
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