finito

2 days... 3 days

How many hours did I not sleep?


maybe it has gone to the 49th hour as I turned disorientated
I left my cover letter - which was the reason why I went to the Lucky Plaza post office in my room, took the correct bus yet ended up mixing Lucky Plaza and Far East Plaza. I got down from the wrong bus stop, looking like one absolutely mentally unsound person. I mastered the art of talking to a friend while sleeping, he pulled me on his shoulder, wishing his crush does not take 700A at this particular sensitive time - or else I will just fell off my seat - I was till talking, all in half sentence. Something about Ms. Siew Geok and letter and before I finished what I said, I have already added another half sentence.

Collapsed on my bed, after clicking the "submit" button

24 hours, I woke up once to tell Fanie: I am hungry, then slept again, forgetting I was starving.

Ate a proper meal for he 1st time after 5 days at 3pm today

Darryl called, just to laughed at me: "You should be glad I am gay, sleeping on my shoulder like that!". - Dearest, you are not gay, you just don't like me in that particular way, and maybe that's why I love being around you so much, you and your sarcastic remarks.

I have done, what I could within my power
Now I left it to your blessing, I regret, still depending on you though you have already gone away. I really want to make you proud